"Sometimes someone comes into your life that changes everything. Raises the standards, makes you laugh, and makes you feel like you. There's something about him that you can't put into words and even though you're not with him, you don't want to let him go."

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"Do you miss him at the most happy and fulfilling times of your life? Just because you miss him when the world is quiet and you feel alone doesn’t mean you love him. You will miss anyone when you’re lonely. It’s when your life is going great and you still feel that ache in your heart because he isn’t there to see the genuine smile on your face and happiness in your life."

"I just want to make you:
Laugh
Think
Happy
Smile
Proud
Hope
Believe
LOVE ME."

Halloween! Halloween!

So, this has nothing to do with Halloween. Haha. So, random fact: Exactly a year ago I posted about how much I love "Music of the Night" from Phantom of the Opera, and guess who happens to be listening to it again?! Exciting. I still stand by everything I said about his voice. GORGEOUS.

So, my boy predicament? Same. Well, I suppose not. He's not interested. But I still am so now I'm kind of in a rut. Blech. It's not like I've never been here before. I've recently come to discover through the help of the ever wise Sarah that I tend to be attracted to guys who disagree and argue with me. In a mostly joking manner of couse, but still. I don't understand why, its not that it's terribly bothersome, but it does irk me a bit. THEN she mentioned she thinks it's because of my dad. AND I THINK SHE'S RIGHT. And this, my blog friend scares the crap out of me. I love my dad, but I cannot-will not marry someone like him. At least in a few specific ways. Really I wish I could just move on. *sigh*