Supremely. Irked.

Right now, at the very moment I feel like the people I'm surrounded by have fully, completely and utterly let me down, no, actually I feel like they dropped me from a 10 story building. Of course there are a lot of exceptions to this too, but there are certain people that just seem to taint my entire perspective. Back to the letting down part. I would like to think I try fairly hard to be a good friend and family member, yes I mess up and yes sometimes I'm not 100% but at least I'm attempting something!! Because of that, the people that let me down really make me mad. I mean REALLY. I'm on the verge of just exploding with tears of anger and frustration and hurt. To top it off, I feel like they all let me down around the same time, I'm getting dropped off a 1o story building over and over and over and over.

Woooow

Well, wow! It seems that I've totally forgotten about this thing. Well I sure do feel sheepish...Anyway, it's may now and my last 5 months have been pretty monotonous. I babysit some days and the others are spent being lazy and trying to not be :). Except for Tuesday nights, that became jamie's and my Veronica Mars night, boy do I LOVE that show. I don't really have much else to say, but as of right now it seems my summer is going to be pretty busy and pretty awesome. I'll let you know how it goes ;)