Supremely. Irked.

Right now, at the very moment I feel like the people I'm surrounded by have fully, completely and utterly let me down, no, actually I feel like they dropped me from a 10 story building. Of course there are a lot of exceptions to this too, but there are certain people that just seem to taint my entire perspective. Back to the letting down part. I would like to think I try fairly hard to be a good friend and family member, yes I mess up and yes sometimes I'm not 100% but at least I'm attempting something!! Because of that, the people that let me down really make me mad. I mean REALLY. I'm on the verge of just exploding with tears of anger and frustration and hurt. To top it off, I feel like they all let me down around the same time, I'm getting dropped off a 1o story building over and over and over and over.