Don't make someone your priority when you're only their option

I'm going to make a change. My hair will be shorter and have red streaks in it if all goes according to plan. You see, I'm desperate to chance my feelings and since I can't control those I'm going to change the things I can, like my hair. I just wish I had some sort of romantic outlet. I have all these romantic notions and feelings and quotes and lyrics and no one to share them with or apply them to. I am beginning to the that instead of being hopelessly romantic I am just romantically hopeless...and picky. *sigh* It's just one of those days...