Show me your cards

Lately we're playing this sort-of poker game.
I hold back what I'm thinking and how I'm feeling
You do too.
But, what if this isn't just some game?
Real emotions are involved
Is winning this game really worth it?
You win
I'm laying down my cards
I.
Miss.
You.
I miss you more than I ever thought I would
Or could
It's not that I need you,
But life is so much easier
With
You
Despite all the drama and flaws you bring with you
You make me happy
You make me want to strive to be smarter,
Better
You mean more to me than I even realize
So what are your cards?
Please lay them down
Show me how you really feel
Forget the lies
Is having the best poker face really worth it?
Not only are your emotions on the line
But mine as well
If you want me like I want you
Tell me
I'm so tired of fighting against this
Especially if you want it too.
But, maybe you don't
I can't know for sure
And this drives me mad
Show my your cards
Release me from this madness
Please