"He's a good time cowboy casanova leanin' up against the record machine. Looks like a cool drink of water but he's candy-coated misery. He's the devil in disguise, a snake with blue eyes and he only comes out at night. Gives you feelings that you don't wanna fight. You better run for your life." I was suppose to keep myself in check. *sigh* I failed. I caught myself day dreaming about him yesterday and today. AND I was waaaaay too disappointed that I didn't get to see him this weekend. This has gotta end now. It's going to end now. I'm worried though. I can't seem to shake this whole fall-really-hard-for-guys after a short period of content with being single thing. People are always saying love will find you when you're not looking. I don't think I'm going to ever stop looking. When you want something SO BADLY how are you suppose to just give up and stop looking? At this rate I'm never going to fall in love. *sigh*